Thursday, June 14, 2012

My Ineffable, Déjà Vu Au Courant


A bag in the wind
Rose in a glory of abandon
And caught the tail of an escape
To its harrowing existence
Clutched a ladder to the sky
And hung for fear of change
A skyhook to the heavens of the moment
’Las the western wind was keen
To keep on moving
And with a gust to the past
Carried off again
Begging the question
Would thee stand in defiance of fate?
Or would thee let the current air
Move thee to the other shore
And remember the other shore
Is nothing more than dreams
Raison d’être
And the reason was dear
As those dreams race through thy mind
Like the sun to an axis of ego
Revolving on the horizon
In the tunnels of linear design
Those which leave the light
To reach from around darkened corners
The rape of the muse of God
Wringing out the fallen angel
At the pace of haloed music
His eulogy existentially internalized
In the drafts of historicity
Brushing thy hair for the performance
Déjà vu au courant
Offshore we speak in tongues
Discarding of the record
Lives on paper undone
In the currents of modulated repetition
Stirring thy neurons from their disastrous routine
Spawning mountains from the desert
Mirages of methodical dreams
If thee look far enough into the distance
The motions feel the same
And everything is spinning at the same time
On the horizon of new life
Already seen in the current fashion
In the common mode of thought
The bachelordom of freedom
Searching for a concept to wed
In the wake of religiosity
Seizing the chaos of an intuitive mathematics
Electrifying the body
In conversation with the ghosts of God and Lucifer
One and the same
Iniquitatis
Wreaking havoc on tradition
To find the beauty of the desert
Where wandering emaciated and alone
Only reason could bear the eMotion
An emotional intelligence
And thy dearest reason
Could only draw upon the veil of nature
In the perpetuation of pretentious life
In the conceit of irony
And born
There were two rainbows
Enveloping the full moon
At the last rise of spring
Where two loves met with time
And their dark counterparts lingered in the auras
Convulsions coming on
To bring death a bit closer
And force us find the light
In the enclosure of the intellect
Its physical manifestation
The winding tunnels of nervous systems
Carrying electric currents
Like shivers down the spine
Of an ancient book
That persisted to master the soul
Despite the revelations of the desert
Wrung out in the common style
Philosophy is dead
Her questions circular reiterations
That leave no question at all
Following the little deaths of the heart
La petite mort
High and ready to fall
’Las the western wind was strong
Always moving forward
Always falling short
A narcotic epilepsy
The exorcism of rote
An aura of the lines
Late to come and go
The reason already changed you
There was nothing left to show for
Nailed to the age of truth
Thy dearest reason had forsaken thee
And the desert was thy home


Jason Greendyk, www.jasongreendyk.com

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