In (listless/lightless) gaze
Do remember what is breath
Of grace too shy too cold
Paradisiac caress
Teasing merely
Caught in stolen shame
And how to bridge the irony
Emasculated lameIn (listless/lightless) gaze
Do remember what is breath
Of grace too shy too cold
Paradisiac caress
Teasing merely
Caught in stolen shame
And how to bridge the irony
Emasculated lameTo look thine eyes and see nothing
Lost was it?
A figment of heart’s reason
Pulsing certain osmosis
Of conceptual introversion
Inauthenticity a breeze
Though authentically impossible
So not a pawn to say
Vicarious suicide
Alleviates the thrusting
(A-sexual) dissemination
Sexes as ghosts of passions
Conversating stay
Streams of blood and mucus running on
Vast caves’ expanses its flirtation
Amorphous emporiumSpending moments
Spanning futures
Relishing pasts
The ruins of a home
I will always love you
Resting well
Where’s the voodoo pin
To tingling spine
A hollow carved out
A home
Nothing leftI can make you think I’m lying
Even if I’m not
You look sunny in the rain
You look heavy in the light
Tired like a voodoo doll
Always reaching for the farthest fruit
So why not reaching farther?
You looking past the cynics
Through as they are ghosts
And they want you to be hallucinating
Would be easier to swallow
They want you to remember
Gasping for air would be more difficult
To (recall/recoil from) the breathing
Alas they want your senses
Infused with gaping holes
Impossible to cross
(Must/much) too steadfast
And you cling to all the nonsense
A transcendental conditioning
Winning is such poor fashion
Such fierce desperation
Rather dialectic
A symmetrical gardening of thought
Caveat rebirth
We seem to’ve been boughtMy friend of final fantasies
We’ve been swept up in illusion
Must upkept or turn to be dissolute
And frayed
A tightrope thin wire
And that we walk comrade
The star of David ’neath an Islamic sun
Has marched a Rusnak to the factory
Život, robota
Culture sings its revolution
No more than circles ’round the skies
The weight of dredging memories
Is a crushing blaze computerized
Emancipated dreams
Wherein we can speak ourselves
A collective reference
As if we were no more than a caricature
A veneer of matriculated belief
The color of skin a chill white
Rubbing blackened circles of consistency
Beneath sulking eyes
Dank lairs of Spanish red and French brandy
We’ve chosen to copulate our senses to our sensitivities
Breed a lighter touch
As after the august storm
There was the most beautiful orange
September light
Pending a bloody October
The leaves on endless winds
To show their truest colors
Ripe in their precipitated entropy
Shades in perpetua
Just when to mark the dance
Tango de la soul
Be wary of thy fabrications
Thy mistress’ emotive alimonies
Invested in thy persona
Doth set thy noose so level mind thee
A mere catharsis of the act
The selling of the heart
To the trusted investment of a miser
Stagnant rote
As the youth hath capitulated
To the whims of flying hopes
Weak and dim far lights
Fireflies we leap for
Even catch but must let go
My friend I let her go
The creaking of a lonely Manhattan pier
Is quite like any other
Eerie in the nude of night
And from everglades
A comrade’s call
Hath summoned wraiths
That I imagine to be my own
Perched in naked spirit
A (black swan/anomaly) takes to fanciful
Flights of dire illusion
He’s left his (robe/persona) on the nocturne
And then perched in flight doth turn to stone
A gargoyle ridden to the ground
Ah the riddles of homogeny
As I’ve known a friend too well
To have taken stock in hope
Even better than a friend
Might know I know himself
I am a valley of conviction
The river flows on through me
Never ceases to give life
This hope is a memory
As like a vine doth cling to predilection
A subterfuge
The fermented betrayal of moons and moons
Brewing in the past
As when I was a fresh young talon
Ripe for sharpening
Lest affinitied to the dull edge of depth
Far too shallow to conceive its horror
And a tigress hunting aorta
(Read/inflamed) a liar
A sweet innocent abuse
A poetry of puppeteering
Of which the (empiricists/materialists)
Would metaphysically disown
As they chatted underwind
And as if the candlelight shadows
Could conceive of caring
For an objective ambiance
It was all just theater to them
A mere catharsis of the time
The lovely glow of sex
Embittered in the cracking hue of jealousy
A shortened fate
The Russian winter
Comrade!
I’ve held a shell up to your open ear
As you might listen to your blood flowing
And imagine the ocean vast
Watch it dripping in the sand
My knees have buckled in the gust
And prostrate to the past
I hold a shell of her imagining
All the lies we could have lived
And we chose like fools the truest among
To wager
A game of Russian roulette
Camaraderie is a smoking gun
To the barrel of her depth
As those who (brief/beg) against their sins
Are cowards on the harp
Far too hesitant of loving
And far too endeared of a farceNewark Bay lifts in secret
The winds of southerly
Now zephyrs of times’ past
Howling starving streams of an Eastern light
Through the farthest Western gate
Smart to breathe so deep and fast
As the waters have arisen
Battering the sills
A golden fate on Russian snowdrifts
The sadness was a nip sweeter
To journey on by train
And allow the time to marinate
A patience we once knew
At last the supper last is true
We can foresee to the horizon
A second coming post the colors’ fall
A pale face in resurrection
Why so gaunt?
Has the fast wrought so deep into the breath of intellect
Has rendered impotent?
A message sheathed in ice
For the people we once love
To melt into an imagined scant
Only the wrapped arms of dear Old Europe
Can offer celibate
The Western set Far Eastern dance so still
Alone alone he moved himself
To an offering a heartbeat
The release was as imminent
And he fell on just a moment
Preyed by candlelight sonata
As for the wind just keeps on battering
On high westerly cantata
She is flickering out an ocean
Do you see the river flowing?
The wisdom of a broken trust
Is not at all a wisdom
As it would rather scant exist
Self effacing
And the wisdom is a farce
That on counterpoint decrees it
Lost to the world outside
A river blowing howls downwind
So soft spoken in its utterance
The (air-lines) of Newark port
Scatter dreams across the world
A memory (ought/might) taste so sweet
I can (nestle/nibble) it unfurl
And the voices have ceased calling
The souls of passions lame
In the flickering material
I’ve chanced the dread too late
An aching hollow pure distilled
Alone alone at last
Had falls’ a minimal
A celebrity in white
Purring at the gate
I want a flight from Newark
Of cordial glass stairs croaking heavens’ late
A parched dismemberment
Mumbling eerie fate
Epitome concurrent
With the peaks of sunny straits
The conquistadors of enlightenment
Spiriting discreet
Travelers of the setting suns
Touching base in Siberia
Where the Far East laps
A most distant neighbor
And rises shoots up from the tundra
The brick city conduit
Herein a free air would have buried seeds
For eternity
An industry never to repose
On the currents of free market swells
Rather fights in bitter freeze
Against the concrete entropy
Existential plateau
A tidal pool of crevice
Waiting on the winter crack
To emancipate the rose blush scent
Of flowering empiricism
Lacerating angelic elegies
My imagination is waning
And when I look out upon the window
I see a figment of world as pure concept
As an image that’s been gone
An ignorance that burns
A knowledge that flies so far and wide
As to just disappear
Skating on thin ice
Beneath an origami star
Held so fragile dear
Though I must fear
That she’s unfolding far too brief
Changing hands immediate
Wherein the market sets her pace
Slipping the weathered hands of industry
And falling tides from grace
A golden dust of snow
Remembers well the Bay of San Francisco
Setting sail on tides too low
Wings breakered ’pon cliff’s jagged face
Touching base a crucifix well battered
Anticipating the brick oven
A city of angels fallen latter
Mon Alouette,
Be my guard on this still (steppe/
Step hesitant to fathom)?
He tangoed with a Catolic reality
Hath been branded heart and mind
And pinch of soul
The Renaissance man
Au François
Popular pomp is a dilettante
A proper wisdom knows it foolish
Thinking wise
As secrets are like seers
Prefer to be dark lights of ambient thought
Than coy eyes of aging knowledge
Please excuse my devils’ advocacy
My imagination is a Slavic ghost
Basking peels of romance languages
The Mediterranean green
A whitened sun
A waking dream of being woken
From (insanity/jabberwocky)
By a once lover
The cordial brevity
Much too dry for my tongue
Our only kiss my muse
Rape me
Fuck me
Pierce me
So that my fury flows once more
And I can burn at last
The flags of my fantasized countrymen
Abandoning the solidarity of our childhoods
Love once was and for all
For empty rooms
We sleep no more
Come on you once were lovers
Now make a scene the spheres can sing
Was an ode to shame modernity
The truest avant garde
Gouging copulation
A gruesome abstracting
Bodies mangled in the passions
Trailing innards on the canvas
A cannibal’s milieu
Any man can give his blood
But to this love would give it to?
This razor thin does dance
Blades’ Shakespearean tragedy
The wanton lust for lovebirds’ song
In the desert a corpse of language
Flittering trivials of the romance
As life comes manifest
I grew tired of the mainland tug
I wanted rather many rivers to clothe me
Unfolding the crystal of true heart
The Platonic essence of transparency
Out damn bloody spot!
My lady invites my once lover’s mole
If severed an endless swell
Tainted Va Lázni
The feast of the angels’ opaque
Šialenstvo
All things settle on the brink of fall
The silhouette a gentleman
Hung for madness’ sake
As poets do
Mica, mica, parva stella,
Mozart Annishka
The starry flocks of liberty
Dobre Večer Sterrenacht
Iron bound thanks God the rain
Does settle us this beauty
The swans the dark and light
Convening on the golden grey
(In mask/en masse)
And we drew an ace from fortunes’ drift
To chance the moment of our rhapsody
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