Wednesday, October 31, 2012

All Hallows' Eve Operetta


Shattering confessionals
Seven days the rickets came
One by one in the dusk howls
Fortunes whispering the ends of worlds
Breathing out the spirit of an age
In the dissolution of the prophecy
Seven schizophrenic traces
Divulging the sins of the Father
In the isolation of His case
Waves of sadness sewing shut His eyes
As He listened to the vagrant trails of the fallen
Their downcast glances a triangular encasement
Seething at the teeth
To drive spears through black hearts
Suspended by the Technicolor threads of fluorescent gods
Generated in the arbitrary currents
Of psychopathic tendencies
Oriented towards the bottom line
Hung on the greed a bottomless abyss of black souls
Enclosed in the self fitted straight jacket of public disclosure
Drafted in certificates of death awaiting thy name
And on the seventh day
At the eleventh hour
The white robe that hath heard the Word
Of the devils cast below the bevel of debt
And fishing for a line
He confessed that He had never lent a hand
He reveled in their screams as they plummeted
And crossed His heart the imposter
Hoped to die to clear His palette for God
Knowing the world would recede behind Him
Once the colors were slit and left to run together
In the flash before thine eyes
The Technicolor congealed in turquoise skies and desire
And at the thought of death
’Las the generator had kicked in
The changing hues of silence at the confessional
Shattering the epiphany and lifting the circumstances of its longing
Odalisque à la mode
Is it the paper or the Word
That crumples like a piece of nothing
Shattering the silence of the prayer?
And in the momentary still
Each object of perception represents its existence
To a mind that had let go
In order to clear itself
And resolve the long night in the brief mourning
Just a thought’s length to reflect upon itself
Was a measure to mask thy humming
Thy indifference at the pulpit
All the colors coming back to life
All the odors
The fruits of a soul’s labor
Not quite unlike nothing smirks the Word

Prost
A toast to the grave intellect
Having consummated itself in boredom
Having consumed itself in sloth
Gluttoned on the vagrant sins of the fallen
To wanderlust betrothed
A madness ’tis to watch thy mind
Without stabbing the envy of the spheres
Up against the walls
What brand of psychosis draws your poster little one?
Glass encasements of organs
Blown in on the winds of hatred
The violent swells of existential jealousy
Pouring out thy confessions for new life
’Las the moment was strong
When thy ground contorted thy face
To dispel of reason
And as such thy memories’ volatility
Susceptible to corruption
Thy black heart what worth is thy confession
If it is a vagrant tale spun out the threads of thy insanity
Šialenstvo the dream sequence
Godless dogs waking from their deaths as slaves
The pinch of God a caving of their backs
A downward glance
As they marched on the admittance
Requested by thyself
If only to clear thy head
Force thy humility back to thy pace
Which thy despair is only a masquerade of
A hallucination

Fools en masse of wise men
A social leering to be played
On bellowed notes of ego
To posture in the vision truth
Reaped from naked imbalance
The chemical engineer
Fabricating compounds
In divorce his poor to sanity
Fragmented deposition
Having crumpled all the constructs of Word
And so soon that feigned a symmetry
To fill the blackened space
To measure the depth of the dilettante spirit
Aftermath defragmentation
And too soft to mark the other eyes
Allow so stark a meet ’midst tense and time
An anger to heart’s distaste
Scowls lips to liquor and roulette
And not a chase
What child wants to give thyself
To a deeper world’s embrace?

Listen to them
The children of the night
What music doth they make
À la fantasie profonde

The romance language it danced in ceremony at the garden
Betraying the loss of innocence
He leveled with His company
All conclusions that venture beyond solipsism are corrosive
The manifestation of thy own terrible power
He'd been confessing to Himself all along
Embodying each sin of the seven
Along the seven days of Creation
In the void of dear time
A hallowed eve
The spirit dancing its black hearted madness
In an uprising of the fallen
’Gainst the Technicolor threads
Generating eternal gratitude
Pozycjonowanie
The truth was never sought but revolution
And after many of the sun
It is the Word presupposed its antithesis
In the measures of the spheres
The muse would strip before thine eyes
To delight thy senses
In the perpetuation of a madness
Hath writ its own demise
Stabbing in the dark it struck itself
What little death
Breathing out the spirit of an age
To rustle the ferns of a Technicolor whim
The thread was severed at the confession
From His mind new life became

And as the timed lines of straight reason broke sequence
He was free to dance on an open plain
A stray bullet to the black heart forced its breath
Out a hemlock comatose
Come out of the void my inner child
Life is but a dream sequence we are generating
In the absence of Technicolor power

The storm had distracted time
In concordance with the passing of the fallen shadows
To the lightless reaches of Him
An absinthe resolution 
The gardens of remembrance submerged

And the violin perched like a hawk
On the Technicolor branches of a mosaic tree 
The waves bound in the darkness


Jason Greendyk, www.jasongreendyk.com 

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Seven Sins of Freedom (Wild Horses)


I watched a thousand flock of thoughts
Scatter like roadside leaves in a fall gust
On a morning ride caught the current
Like the pigeons of European nostalgia
Shifting along the New York avenue
In some vertical representation
Of the mad path of errant passion
Empty lust in the fashion of nothing
Soaking in the early morning rain with grace
And waiting on sunbreak to show their light
Those thoughts that could not bear
The critique of a reality we did not quite believe in
Yet seemed to be the consensual acceptance of the haut bohème
The capitalist
In post-contemporary chic
The prevailing taste of the moment
On the cusp of the prophecy
Anticipating trends
The poetic repetitions of communal mood swings
A harbor for individual expression
A chance to disappear
Into the allowance of apathy
Held in disregard for the sake of an ontological resonance
The trends of a language
A mathematic
Déjà vu au courant
The locus of the current style
A wind that caught thy sails
And measured the meter of thy expression
Tailing poetic
Each pigeon of thought
Safe from the hawks of capitalism
So long they flew in unison
So long the algorithm of trend was their logic, their hold.

Seven empty sins filled the city of dreams
With white lies of express distaste
The rabbits slipping into their holes
And sealing their fates
Was an eerie quiet in the ash of passion
Set free
To roam in arbitrary motion
The cold trails of reason
Whose only guide was a severe taste
An unforgiving pretension
Dismembering itself to allow for growth
For the reconceptualization of an arrogance
Imprisoned by the categories of free thought
Yes as it was freedom
Was the new tyranny of you
Postured for fear of that emptiness
That with a cold smile
Conducted the soul theft
Of the only speciality
Accused of a soulless existence
It was a parody of its own hollow fate
Dancing with the dreadful mime of positivity
The measured sins of a freedom late
In the misappropriation of the muse
And now thy reflection in the glass apple
Was disgusted at the sly smiles of spekulants
Such that a rotten apple was such taste
And the opacity of the black glass was impenetrable
Betraying my youth in my hunger for dreams
And maybe you would usher me through the fall
For I saw the light
It was just a steady flame behind a transparent wall
The shadows merely the auras
Of vagrant passions I’d been dreaming on
For the rabbits had scattered
At the sight of the Three Kings
And I was amongst them
The heart in the spades and the diamonds
The lover in the dark glass
Cast under the bridge
With the grace of wasted luck
A lady stumbling home to her fortune
Her diamonds in the jade stone of her class
Chasing the sunrise hallucinations of a productive mind
Fireflies on the water
We reach for in our desire to be God
Floating on the sea
Even catch but must let go
My friend I held on tight
As the beauty had been shrouded in the veil of ego
On the tail of fantasies
In the Technicolor soul of the world
The fluorescent traces of chemical essences
Fabricated gods or idolizations of emptiness
And their arbitrary categories of good and evil
’Las see all was black and white
And I’d keep burning the same candle
That had birthed my taxidermical imprisonment
In a corporate embodiment of psychological hierarchy
Embedded in egotistical allowance
If it weren’t for you
See for me all was black and white
My words that cleaved for white lies
Like rabbits that cleaved for white fur
Even all was blushed in black
The dark recesses of solitude aged like wine
In the basement of dreams
In the cellar of enlightenment
The hollow of the light outside the cave
The blackest wash of all that could be white
Yes all was soot in black
Except for you
A real color either in the light
Of suns or errant flames
A real touch amidst the shadows
Even I was abrasive, dramatic
I ask you fill the gray
With all the light of the rainbow
That the muses had been searching for
In their neverending minds
In the misappropriation of their currency
And done sweet intellect
Caress

The poet had died in the gutter
Created in the image of nothing

Blossom Earth
This ground I’ve filtered for endless lives
Endless nights
The cool dew of morning
An unforgettable taste perennial
Tomorrow is always around the corner
Even in the winter

The ineffable victories of the intellect had won me over
The only question left
Was the abyss of the feminine deity in my soul truly stilled?
Lahoda jahoda having swallowed her sweet self whole
And the only answer was that only time could tell
Always waiting to see what unfolds
The white rabbit had lured me into her black cave
And feigned to steal my soul
Kneading the silences to carve the vision
The stone pillars of European nostalgia
Ran with the waters of thy silent sentiments
Shining through the fog on a recession to infinity
The elegant horses of fashion
Braying in the evening comatose etiquette
Coming on the wild throes of night
The masqueraded outlet of the repression

’Las the shadows were failing me
They were hiding in themselves
And burning the loose threads of their torn jackets
The heat of their passion too strong in those shadows
To pay mind to the cold
To expand the vision

Walk into the light dear self
Abandon the shadows that would leave you sulking alone
As such only products of thy imagination
Walk through the remnants of night
In the coming of dawn
And let them fall into their blackness
Cling to the sun
Cling to the golden hair
The rays of light that clean would dismember
The sewn limbs of thy nightly struggle
That would leave them behind in the thirst for new life
The horses racing through thy mind in anticipation


Jason Greendyk, www.jasongreendyk.com 

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Hemlock Comatose (Morte)

Rise the night’s droplets
Streaming panes of westward flight
The dawn a red flare in the umbrage
With you I slept
Careless for tomorrow
With you my light did pierce
The dark hold of slumber
And usher the overlook the hidden paths
The rabbits that cleaved for white fur
’Las all was blushed in black
Except for you
The golden edge of the purest light
Captivated my errant wanderings
And held dear their course
To blissful end
A messenger from darker paintings past
Meandering the streaks of light washed space
The kingdom of clouds will reign
And coarse decree would sever beauty
Her gestalt oppressor
Your majesty a matriarch
Rest the deconstructive tendency
Where naught is left to spin
And hold the cobalt sky
Thy epitome
Again the fog descended
And the history was a strong rye
Absinthe tint
And it disappeared on ghosted mezzanine
From which the piano once had played itself
Had once composed of dreams
Laid upon the dusty shelves of afterthought
Now just washed
Openly discreet the light was sharp
It punctured the shadows
Their orbs of dark energy
To cake the running waters
In bashful hints of smoke
She lit a cigarette to spark disgust
Though the rolled papier
It tingled like a flake of bliss
Flittering in the ballet of devilish class
And haughty intoxication
Steeps the whiskey breath in arrogance
Rivers that carve out the deep valleys of solitude
An eastern unity approached in layered tiers
On the western descent
To the harsh and swirling abolition of reason
To its blithe reconstitution
Follows the fearful high
Skim above the eddies where the river is a trap
As the shadows move the light of day
To cling to that which bears
And only you were in my mind
To keep the air anew
As the balletic aura discounted history
For the golden city was pure
The river striated by the greater swathe of time
The derivative of motion
Fall the day’s parchments
To a feast owls screeching of the night
And there was you to keep the light disclosed
All the shifting and the rain
Held clear
Held trusting
The old haunts of the West
An ontological stalking ground
Feasting on the sinews of former tapestries
Looming in the walls the alley the hemlock imbibed as sacrament
And where the darker painting had been hung
Take your time a suspended death
Now washed out and over in vibrant color
In new life the morning star’s trinity
A light that fell for the evening chime
The twinkle of the hooded owl’s eye
She took long drags in the intersection of worlds
Deep rifts of time and place
Closed with the still of impotency
The devils passed into the esteem
Of a new Bohemian night
The maroon netherworld that touched the cobalt sky
In clean approach to appellant sin
The spheres are silent in the end
Movement to movement a lagging breeze
Drawn out the intellect its vagrant gaps
All fallen on the deaf ears of a glass figurine
Demystifying of the shrieking muse
Writing my body into the night
Became a foreigner to me
And there was you a new light to burn
’Las the light was much more pleasant
In its soft warmth than its aging fire
And this soft light would I to cling to
To hold my humble ruse
Beg hold the light
Even it’s unbearable
The vessel howled as it plunged
The bottomless tunnel
Even desperate it’s infinity
Sought laden rest in the black recesses
The clean light slanting and fading
The posthumous evening fog
Evanescing out thy time distraught
And parched transitionless sleep
Gentle time was naught thy clockwork heart
Racing for the close the dawn of black
Remembering the open shine
Willows of curtains bellowing the shafts of remnant
Hold your essence into onset void
And nightless sky a darker cobalt
Preserving what aura beauty singed the day
Would hold dear unto the hastening red dawn
A rapture was your thought
I kissed the born of shadows’ density
Aloft the falling skies
Colors’ grade the streets of days’ last ending
One long night bereft
Except that you would I be holding
Rejuvenating the spirit of its sugars
The blood of oranges a glucose meme
On roads that wound the tree of life
Out from concrete reality
The harsh wall of abstracting season
Dear logic the attorney of reason
Incorporating an intangible existence
In the communal opposition of the spirit
Resisting the gravity of cold truths
That left no space for lullabies of enlightenment
Sleeping on an age
Which in its farthest reaches
Destructured humanity its natural essence
And left us to roam the locus of desire
Quite absent of its impetus
Quite bereft of astral derivative
’Tis always quiet coming down
And still in the wandering dissension
There was you to cling to
And that it was my folding
To turn my eyes to sea
And seek the other shore
In this very life we’re holding
In this abyss we’re seen
Beauty the betrayal of appearance
Taking precedence of becoming
A cobalt dream
Gestalt the murmuring
Hollow the shells of evil
It was a relished scene
And you were humming
And the empty streets still dead of dreaming
Clung to the sin like fat tissue
Can you hold the light forbear disclosing?
Reveal the darker shade
In the cloak of hollow shame
The guilt of ages not one’s own
Yet forced to hear the drumming
Dancing on the waters of refracted time
A great gap sprung open
For the truth was far more dense
Than time had ever shown her humming
Sleep little child
Life is but a dream we’re running
And the walls were closing in
Except that you were on the podium
Except that you were speaking of the age
Fearless of becoming
The new film of skin on the grit scars
Of western history
The heart would keep on drumming
A perfect slip into the long of night
What shadow were you courting?
And what ether would sooth my aching hips
Still in the auras of potent blunts?
The music grazed off her lips
A prolific silhouette against the blinding white
The reflections of a cobalt star
Wrapped in the lingering haze of departure
The West was fading on the run
A wild dream it was
And only to you was I now coming
My carrier across the delving rift
Sheer time save face
The fjord was a rupture on the coast
The other shore was lunging out to sea
To capture me
Bring me you still sunning
Beneath cobalt skies and desire
And I thank you for the humming
It was a steady light this fire
Across the night I’m burning
The dark orbs a light simmer of perfection
Stained emerald suns
That had set through the fog
Condensed upon the close of history
And you were a clean shine
My instinct was a tracing to
The papier crumpled and ashed like a flake of nothing
The shards transparent like a sheet of ice
In a flight of dreams that I was skating on
Gazing on your sky
And sunning
Caught the rise of the East
Outside my curtains’ fantasies
There expected a splendid evening harbour


Jason Greendyk, www.jasongreendyk.com