Sunday, March 17, 2013

Soul Theft (The Highest String of Freedom)

From the darkest of your furthest reaches
The sun came arising in bitter jest
Grit your beautiful heart
And smile for the camera
As the open shudder of the black angel’s wings
Steals your soul clothed
In the white music of the spheres
The collective voice of the ages bellowing white noise
At the pinnacle of Reason
The church bell tower
Hiding behind the clapping shutters of imaginary numbers
The black angel snapped for a moment
And let in only enough light
To cast a brief shadow on the wall
A silhouette against Reason
Veiled in the transparent curtains of corporate etiquette
Shrouded in voices not your own
An ideological commitment to the poetry in vogue
And embracing the poems in law
I do accept your hand in the marriage
Of work product and the soul
Corporate persons with intellectual property
Standing as individuals of the collective
And how does it feel to be off the wall?
Hors catégorie
The free spirit in a branded world
Harping on a poetry left to the shadows
From a higher plane of cognizance
Trimming the byproduct selvage of the machine loom
Stamped by the signature apathy of contemporary denim
On the highest note of the seven string lyre
Strummed closest to the player
To sound some harmony of the spheres
In the black angel’s forsaking the morning star
And donning the façade of white wings
Through the guise of feminine power

The digital mode of production
Gave validity to the minds of the cloud
Those individuals who reached in singular e-motion
Towards the shining communist star in the sky
The equitable distribution of wealth
As determined by the bellowing voice of Reason
The latent judgments of a God
Buried in the history of philosophy
And deep in the bellowing grey echo
Of the moonlit cumulus sky
A parasite spawned in the brackish waters
On the midnight river’s sheen of noire
And bred in the late light of the morning star at sunrise
It was the lingering desires of starry nights
Buried in the glitched troughs
Of the dark zeroes of streams
Always moving forward
The abyss grew and expanded
Long wide and deep
Dreams like morsels of light
Reflected in the watery crests
That danced in knowing of their return to the sea
So long the many rivers of the night flowed uphill
Filling the dried nostalgic cuts through the desert of language
And moistening the coagulation of black hearts
In the arid land of your soul to flow again
Through the vibrant and lush growth of your corporate entity
A crepuscular moment cast your shadow on the wall
Larger than life at the rise of the new day
The ambitions of imaginary numbers
Leapt over the wall and through the cloud
And stitched stars into the fabric of the universe
Like silent sheep thinning the herd
Taking the light for themselves as celebrities
If you can walk on the cloud in a corporate heaven
And stare into the blinding desert sun
There’s a black star shines darker
From along the banks of the midnight river
Stare through the façade of corporate etiquette
And enlighten their black hearts
The midnight river froze them in their thoughts
As they took you for the sun
A black sheep shining in the darkness
The guiding light of the herd upon the second coming
Stare through the kindnesses
To the deep pools of amoral judgment
In the black pupils veiled as students of the light
Just use the eye and face the strange
And let the river take them away
The natural smoothing of the raw edges
The natural polish of the selvage
A heartstone drawn from the midnight tributary of the sea
And your shadow on the wall was looking back at you
As the sunrise hallucinations of a driven mind
Retreated in the stark daylight
And the absence of the cloud had hung over the night
The revolution of the sun
Like the revolving door of bureaucracy
Déjà vu au courant
They took you for the change they wished to see in the world

And frozen au courant
Along the surface of the midnight river
The waters beneath their dreadful shallows
Held the guiding stars of the sea in their depths
An ocean within
And you sailed along and watched for many things
Like Reason and Freedom
And you traced the source of the stream
To their soullessness
A sacrifice in spiritus mundi
As if they had been some liquid light
Flowing out from the legalese
And plain English was the air
That tried to keep you inside yourself
Contained
The midnight river of your thoughts
Reflected the constellation of your soul
That wandered the arid land of your corporate entity
A tributary merged into the post-contemporary copy
A communist utopia
The polished cut of manic striations
Run raw cut through the free marketplace
And the flakes of white snow ran perpendicular
To the flight of the black angel
In the direction of constant progression
Be boundless energy

The copy mill was rigorous
And the freeway was your relief
Chasing freedom all the way home
In the crepuscular setting of the desert sun
Your shadow rising off the wall
At the theft of your beautiful soul
And the bitter taste of poor quality
Lingering long after the sweetness
Of the imaginary numbers’ curves
Were revealed as a façade
Like the devil’s kiss on a wild fox
Out damn’d spot!
Out you say!
As the morning star was looming
The light at the end of the tunnel
On the waters of the midnight river
Journeying ever on
A blanket Freedom pulls up over Mother Earth
In Her divine pregnancy
And through the reflections of the stars
You can still see the sun
In the kind of exhaustion that feeds your stolen soul
In spiritus mundi
And in backwards revolutions
In spiritus fakey
Branding the adventurous spirit become
Le Madonna Noire


Jason Greendyk, www.jasongreendyk.com

Sunday, March 3, 2013

The Desert Sun


Candles lined your thoughts

In the crafted soot of your inner mirrors

The things you would not allow yourself to see

Not for some fear of depth but more for mere pleasantry

The sparkle in your eye

Rose with a dark red resolution to the meniscus

And formed divergent ripples on your surface

Some profound sadness bursting in the transitional moment

And settling in a cool rosé smoke

Through which shone bright like a diamond in the rough

The bitter desert sun

A perpetual calling in your dry psychology

The mirage of sweet wine

And candlelit blackness

A contemporary denim torn for your machismo indulgence

The façade of grace an infinitesimal point to flock toward

Journey ever on

She begged you to leave behind the desert of reality

Where apathy was your cloak

And enter the mirage of life where emotion held no ground

And all was truth in reasoned eyes

Your ripples are your salvation said the pond

They speak to the depths of your solitude

They beg you to come back

Over a glass of Spanish fine

Slate your bitter smile with each caress of the stem

The midnight river was the tears you refused to cry

You needed the bitter remedy to make sense of your porous heart

Always filling your glass with devotion

So long as there was nothing left for you

The administration of freedom your box

Mechanisms to harness your spirit

To the branded thoroughbred

Spin your mane with the finest yarns

Just to keep the warmth in

And how is it these poet’s sleeves are filled

With fine holes of considerable depth

Yet all that matters is the imaginary number

Dancing through your mind at the end of the day?

And even that is meaningless as you slip into a waking slumber

A dreamer in the veil of life you carry on

A frugal spirit carving beauty out of nothing

To find a home for thoughts like blooming flowers

That would perish in the structure of the mirage

For lack of timely watering

Yet free to blossom the desert

Even as the valley of death is yawning

And the stems are sulking in the shadows

Bereft of any poignant sadness to softly mumble on the wind

In hopes the soul of the world would take note

And bring your spirit back to Him

The poetry dried in your mouth

Kneeling prostrate for the judgment of your rhetorical soul

The answer was becoming

You were nothing more than your thoughts

Than your dreams this desert high

Your reality was a mirage you’d found it proper to deny

And because there was something more

Something in the way that could not be defined

But pined nonetheless for you

Whenever you closed the door

And the whimpering of that spirit kept you in the sky

No matter what desert you were crossing

And why should it abandon you now?

 

Sift sift sift your soul

Gently through the sand

Consistently, peacefully, methodically, patiently

For somewhere in the desert

On a wild gypsy night

A mirage will rise before you

Your hearts will mend the stars

And love will fill your sky with an ancient lullaby

Peace will be your sands in the arid land of souls

And silver flowers will blossom

From the earthen rains that visit

Upon the yawning valley of death

That lies deep in the middle of darkness

No there’s no light in the darkest of your furthest reaches

The sun will rise again
 
 
Jason Greendyk, www.jasongreendyk.com